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Oblivious

by Pawner

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1.
A feeling so nauseating had to get it out I knew we were dying when you had your signs of doubts and I had to set you free so you'd stop hurting me But you can't seem to see the other side You're just like your father, you're soaked up in your pride So go go go find yourself or find someone else to drag through your own private hell But it'll never change It's never change the way you feel about yourself You had the nerve to call me on these habits that you caused You know I only do it to cope with this love I've lost And no I won't follow you on all these fucking maps Cuz you can't seem to read them very well Cuz every time you send us back to hell
2.
You think you taught me all I know I think it's time for you to go You're all the bark but still you lack the bite You thought you had the touch of gold This egos starting to get old And now you're stuck between the wrong and right Stuck in the corner I Break right through the walls I had these voices they Couldn't hear at all The wasted time I lost my mind I see through your plan I see every everything yeah See every everything yeah One leap of faith One leap of hope I see through your plan I see every everything yeah See every everything yeah You said you'd quit a thousand times A thousand times you changed your mind I'm tired of this never-ending fight Cuz talking just another way to make the others hesitate It fires back and they see your false light Oh yeah
3.
Tearing off this skin on my hands and feet You steal my heart from every beat to beat Cuz when your smile comes my pain goes away and I'm holding on to every word you say You are the sun you are the light Your warmth makes the road ahead so bright It guides me out of this dark lonesome cave and onto this new path that you have paved You saved me so let me save you now I'm breaking through bones just too know how Cuz baby I'm drowning in your love tonight, tonight Oh yeah You are the one who comes to set me free from all the fears of who I wanna be So come with me and I'll come with you We'll run away just me and you tonight No the clock don't tick anymore It washed up along the shore Along with these broken fears You threw away
4.
I think I'm through with trying to tell myself that It's okay We've been trying to patch things up but I can't find a way I swear to god I've always loved you but these eyes can't unsee these broken roads that led to you and me Pour out the bottle and watch it come out so wrong Pour out the bottle Cuz I've been waiting too long Cuz I'm hurt, broken down, had to get away from these games that you felt the need to play and this pressure's been building up far too long Can we both just admit there's something wrong You can't deny you saw this coming You don't see me the same I feel the fire that kept us burning fading every day It seem's that you don't wanna be here so say it with me, say it clearly I don't love you anymore All these tired and vague excuses I hung on every word I did the things you asked of me but always wound up hurt I've taken blows for you before but this one is the worst so if you're done then I'm done trying to make this damn thing work Pour out the bottle and watch it come out so wrong Pour out the bottle cuz I've been waiting too long I was hurt, broken down but with time scars fade Cut me off, cast me out I'll never break It's a game we all play and it's up to fate Win or lose that's a chance we'll have to take
5.
Is it something in the water? Or is it something in your eyes? Is this something I will cherish? Or is it something I'll despise? I cross my i's and dot my t's And catch you like some bad disease And wonder when the other shoe will drop I'm off my guard and scared to death Of facing down this loneliness That's bound to follow when you're scared away But we know how this plays out We make up and make out And make things a thousand times worse And its all fun and games But I'm going insane now And strangely this all feels rehearsed Is it something in the water? Or is it something in your eyes? Is this something I will chetish? Or is it something I'll despise? We both know I'm not known for caring But you still set my heart on fire Is this something I can live through? A perfect torture called desire Photographs and memories And little infidelities Are we've ever really had to show Broken hearts and promises Cigarettes and substances We never could leave well enough alone But we know how this plays out We make up and make out And pretend this isn't insane It was all fun and games But there's nothing to gain And we both know it's more of the same Is it something in the water? Or is it something in your eyes? Is this something I will chetish? Or is it something I'll despise? We were never meant to make it, At least we both can say we tried Is this something I can live through? A perfect torture called desire No one makes me bleed like you do Builds me up to break me down I know I must mean something to you I'll see you on the next go around
6.
Certain subtle memories Remember what they were to me And wonder how I wound up so lost I know this never was enough I know I should have given up Another year's another chance for me To disappoint you all And I'm oh so sorry Please forgive me I'm going far in every wrong way I can find Disregarding every warning and running in blind I could swear I'm going crazy But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine Run up the flag I think it's finally time to throw the fight Stitch up our wounds and leave with empty hands, Lost all but pride We sparked a war we couldn't win We knew it all along within So fall back and we'll rise again Certain subtle memories Remember what they were to me And wonder how I wound up so lost I know this never was enough I know I should have given up Another year's another chance for me To disappoint you all And I'm oh so sorry Please forgive me I'm going far in every wrong way I can find Disregarding every warning and running in blind I could swear I'm going crazy But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine Empathy and apathy At odds for what it left of me Fighting over nothing in a war that's all but lost Entropy, uncertainty Is all these places hold for me I'll fade away to madness But at least I'm having fun And I'm oh so sorry Please forgive me I'm going far in every wrong way I can find Disregarding every warning and running in blind I could swear I'm going crazy But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine I Could swear I'm going crazy But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine I Could swear I'm going crazy But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine
7.
Just Go 03:34
For the sake of full disclosure Just assume I'm not okay And if you cant make things better Would please just stay away While I don't expect you'll understand There's just nothing more to say But with that said I'd best get going It's my only hope of getting anywhere And I hate to Let you down I'm running out again And I never Meant to hurt you Yeah, but then again We can't change the past Don't even ask It doesn't work that way Yeah we had a shot If it hurts or not I'm calling it a day Girl just go away Honey just stop thinking Cause it doesn't suit you well When it's push or shove You just choose hell But I guess it's just as well If it's all the same to you I think I'm safer on my own But with that said I'd best get going It's my only chance at going anywhere I'm starting to give into the pressure Of trying to keep this thing alive I can't take another night, another fight Another day with you Maybe this will all be for the best The space between my ears Is not the safest part of town And I won't be held accountable Should you choose to hang around Honey hurt me if you have to But I'm never gonna break And with that said I'd best get going All aboard This ship is sinking Honey please what were you thinking Save yourself
8.
Oblivious 03:36
I flipped these broken switches Without even knowing And you kept your strong composure Without even showing You let it build up Wait until you had enough Waiting for the time bomb to explode And it blew up Through broken wires Ignited eternal fires That I had no words to put out My mistakes They were lessons in disguise I couldn't see The angry flames within your eyes Now I know Now I know Just what I did wrong Now I know now I know Oblivious for to damn long I should've seen it coming From a mile One day I'll finally notice After a while That this whole fire started Because of me And I'm sure that you know that's not Who I wanna be And I took you for granted Way to many pieces landed When you blew everything away Say the things we never said Put these burning flames to rest
9.
Two years come and pass me by gone with the blink of an eye I'll never get it back I lost my way The only one I ever loved maybe just not good enough Nothing I could do nothing I could say And I tried to just reject those words I can't forget The wells, the water, it ain't no good It won't rinse off the pain the way it should It's not as simple as it was back then The mirror, I look, and I still see her words they've come back to burn my wounded soul once again You're the demon in my dreams You're the only one I see You're my poster child for love and hate You said I'm a wanna be But you don't know what I'm gonna be Maybe I'll just be the unexpected And I know it all the same cuz I too I am to blame Cuz I see your face in the milky way and I just wanted you to stay but I couldn't come around cuz our love was all word down and so I lock myself away kicking myself to this day because

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released October 26, 2018

Aidan Snyder- Guitar/Vocals
Tyler Munson- Bass/Vocals
Jesse Ambrose-Guitar
Zak Steele-Drums

Recorded at Wicked Squid Studios in Rochester, NY
Additional Recording at Three Ohm Stable Sound in Webster, NY
Recorded and Mixed by Jesse Ambrose
Mastered By Dave Drago at 1809 Studios in Macedon, NY
Artwork by Kaitlyn Maier

All songs arranged by Pawner
Music and Lyrics for tracks 1,2,3,8 & 9 by Aidan Snyder
Music and Lyrics for tracks 5,6 & 7 by Tyler Munson
Music and Lyrics for track 4 by Aidan Snyder & Tyler Munson

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Pawner Rochester, New York

Pawner started playing local venues to the super nice people of Rochester, NY in 2014. After a few bumps in the road, In early 2016, Pawner made some lineup changes and Lucas Johnston joined lead vocalist, guitar & founder Aidan Snyder, revamping all the bass parts on these songs. Broken Switches is their debut EP and they really hope you like listening to it as much as they liked making it. ... more

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