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Go Find Yourself
03:24
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A feeling so nauseating had to get it out
I knew we were dying when you had your signs of doubts
and I had to set you free so you'd stop hurting me
But you can't seem to see the other side
You're just like your father, you're soaked up in your pride
So go go go find yourself
or find someone else
to drag through your own private hell
But it'll never change
It's never change
the way you feel about yourself
You had the nerve to call me on these habits that you caused
You know I only do it to cope with this love I've lost
And no I won't follow you on all these fucking maps
Cuz you can't seem to read them very well
Cuz every time you send us back to hell
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2. |
I See Everything
03:58
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You think you taught me all I know
I think it's time for you to go
You're all the bark but still you lack the bite
You thought you had the touch of gold
This egos starting to get old
And now you're stuck between the wrong and right
Stuck in the corner I
Break right through the walls
I had these voices they
Couldn't hear at all
The wasted time
I lost my mind
I see through your plan
I see every everything yeah
See every everything yeah
One leap of faith
One leap of hope
I see through your plan
I see every everything yeah
See every everything yeah
You said you'd quit a thousand times
A thousand times you changed your mind
I'm tired of this never-ending fight
Cuz talking just another way
to make the others hesitate
It fires back and they see your false light
Oh yeah
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Tearing off this skin on my hands and feet
You steal my heart from every beat to beat
Cuz when your smile comes my pain goes away
and I'm holding on to every word you say
You are the sun you are the light
Your warmth makes the road ahead so bright
It guides me out of this dark lonesome cave
and onto this new path that you have paved
You saved me so let me save you now
I'm breaking through bones just too know how
Cuz baby I'm drowning in your love
tonight, tonight
Oh yeah
You are the one who comes to set me free
from all the fears of who I wanna be
So come with me and I'll come with you
We'll run away just me and you tonight
No the clock don't tick anymore
It washed up along the shore
Along with these broken fears
You threw away
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4. |
Pour Out The Bottle
04:43
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I think I'm through with trying to tell myself that It's okay
We've been trying to patch things up but I can't find a way
I swear to god I've always loved you but these eyes can't unsee
these broken roads that led to you and me
Pour out the bottle
and watch it come out so wrong
Pour out the bottle
Cuz I've been waiting too long
Cuz I'm hurt, broken down, had to get away
from these games that you felt the need to play
and this pressure's been building up far too long
Can we both just admit there's something wrong
You can't deny you saw this coming
You don't see me the same
I feel the fire that kept us burning fading every day
It seem's that you don't wanna be here
so say it with me, say it clearly
I don't love you anymore
All these tired and vague excuses
I hung on every word
I did the things you asked of me
but always wound up hurt
I've taken blows for you before but
this one is the worst
so if you're done then I'm done trying
to make this damn thing work
Pour out the bottle
and watch it come out so wrong
Pour out the bottle
cuz I've been waiting too long
I was hurt, broken down
but with time scars fade
Cut me off, cast me out I'll never break
It's a game we all play
and it's up to fate
Win or lose that's a chance we'll have to take
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Is it something in the water?
Or is it something in your eyes?
Is this something I will cherish?
Or is it something I'll despise?
I cross my i's and dot my t's
And catch you like some bad disease
And wonder when the other shoe will drop
I'm off my guard and scared to death
Of facing down this loneliness
That's bound to follow when you're scared away
But we know how this plays out
We make up and make out
And make things a thousand times worse
And its all fun and games
But I'm going insane now
And strangely this all feels rehearsed
Is it something in the water?
Or is it something in your eyes?
Is this something I will chetish?
Or is it something I'll despise?
We both know I'm not known for caring
But you still set my heart on fire
Is this something I can live through?
A perfect torture called desire
Photographs and memories
And little infidelities
Are we've ever really had to show
Broken hearts and promises
Cigarettes and substances
We never could leave well enough alone
But we know how this plays out
We make up and make out
And pretend this isn't insane
It was all fun and games
But there's nothing to gain
And we both know it's more of the same
Is it something in the water?
Or is it something in your eyes?
Is this something I will chetish?
Or is it something I'll despise?
We were never meant to make it,
At least we both can say we tried
Is this something I can live through?
A perfect torture called desire
No one makes me bleed like you do
Builds me up to break me down
I know I must mean something to you
I'll see you on the next go around
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6. |
Perfectly Fine
03:33
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Certain subtle memories
Remember what they were to me
And wonder how I wound up so lost
I know this never was enough
I know I should have given up
Another year's another chance for me
To disappoint you all
And I'm oh so sorry
Please forgive me
I'm going far in every wrong way I can find
Disregarding every warning and running in blind
I could swear I'm going crazy
But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine
Run up the flag
I think it's finally time to throw the fight
Stitch up our wounds and leave with empty hands,
Lost all but pride
We sparked a war we couldn't win
We knew it all along within
So fall back and we'll rise again
Certain subtle memories
Remember what they were to me
And wonder how I wound up so lost
I know this never was enough
I know I should have given up
Another year's another chance for me
To disappoint you all
And I'm oh so sorry
Please forgive me
I'm going far in every wrong way I can find
Disregarding every warning and running in blind
I could swear I'm going crazy
But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine
Empathy and apathy
At odds for what it left of me
Fighting over nothing in a war that's all but lost
Entropy, uncertainty
Is all these places hold for me
I'll fade away to madness
But at least I'm having fun
And I'm oh so sorry
Please forgive me
I'm going far in every wrong way I can find
Disregarding every warning and running in blind
I could swear I'm going crazy
But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine
I Could swear I'm going crazy
But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine
I Could swear I'm going crazy
But the doctors say I'm perfectly fine
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7. |
Just Go
03:34
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For the sake of full disclosure
Just assume I'm not okay
And if you cant make things better
Would please just stay away
While I don't expect you'll understand
There's just nothing more to say
But with that said I'd best get going
It's my only hope of getting anywhere
And I hate to
Let you down
I'm running out again
And I never
Meant to hurt you
Yeah, but then again
We can't change the past
Don't even ask
It doesn't work that way
Yeah we had a shot
If it hurts or not
I'm calling it a day
Girl just go away
Honey just stop thinking
Cause it doesn't suit you well
When it's push or shove
You just choose hell
But I guess it's just as well
If it's all the same to you
I think I'm safer on my own
But with that said I'd best get going
It's my only chance at going anywhere
I'm starting to give into the pressure
Of trying to keep this thing alive
I can't take another night, another fight
Another day with you
Maybe this will all be for the best
The space between my ears
Is not the safest part of town
And I won't be held accountable
Should you choose to hang around
Honey hurt me if you have to
But I'm never gonna break
And with that said I'd best get going
All aboard
This ship is sinking
Honey please what were you thinking
Save yourself
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8. |
Oblivious
03:36
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I flipped these broken switches
Without even knowing
And you kept your strong composure
Without even showing
You let it build up
Wait until you had enough
Waiting for the time bomb to explode
And it blew up
Through broken wires
Ignited eternal fires
That I had no words to put out
My mistakes
They were lessons in disguise
I couldn't see
The angry flames within your eyes
Now I know
Now I know
Just what I did wrong
Now I know now I know
Oblivious for to damn long
I should've seen it coming
From a mile
One day I'll finally notice
After a while
That this whole fire started
Because of me
And I'm sure that you know that's not
Who I wanna be
And I took you for granted
Way to many pieces landed
When you blew everything away
Say the things we never said
Put these burning flames to rest
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9. |
My Wounded Soul
04:02
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Two years come and pass me by
gone with the blink of an eye
I'll never get it back I lost my way
The only one I ever loved
maybe just not good enough
Nothing I could do nothing I could say
And I tried to just reject
those words I can't forget
The wells, the water, it ain't no good
It won't rinse off the pain the way it should
It's not as simple as it was back then
The mirror, I look, and I still see her words
they've come back to burn
my wounded soul once again
You're the demon in my dreams
You're the only one I see
You're my poster child for love and hate
You said I'm a wanna be
But you don't know what I'm gonna be
Maybe I'll just be the unexpected
And I know it all the same
cuz I too I am to blame
Cuz I see your face in the milky way
and I just wanted you to stay
but I couldn't come around
cuz our love was all word down
and so I lock myself away
kicking myself to this day because
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Pawner Rochester, New York
Pawner started playing local venues to the super nice people of Rochester, NY in 2014. After a few bumps in the road, In early 2016, Pawner made some lineup changes and Lucas Johnston joined lead vocalist, guitar & founder Aidan Snyder, revamping all the bass parts on these songs. Broken Switches is their debut EP and they really hope you like listening to it as much as they liked making it. ... more
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